[ Sexylicious ] - Memoirs of a Gay-sha.

29th April, 2nd day of the tournament, but it was the first day of our match anyway.

I couldn't remember which group I was in, but my group consists of MARA, PFS and us. It was supposed to be a sure-win group for us until things went unexpectedly sour.

So well, the first match against MARA was totally shit. I can tell from the faces of my fellow team mates (well of course that excludes qi xuan) they're so nervous and panic. Knn I don't know seriously how did we manage to lose until 24-14. A fucking 10 points gap LOL WTH you must be thinking we're losing for sure! And subsequently it was my turn for service. So I don't know if I'm fated or what, I chased, point by point, until a whooping 24-26, we turned the plates and became the leading party. I still remember it was the No.9 of their team who goes all whooped up excited and goes all lanci over my service. Of course, I sent my every service to him and oops, he missed like 6/12 services. What a pity for MARA after they lost. ): Man of the match = me, LOL!

Ok so, there's this 2nd match with PFS, which was undoubtly a VERY simple match, I don't know how things get screwed up and we lost by 30-32. At once, we were even losing by some kind of 18-14 kind of shit, and I managed to chased it back up to 18-19 and turned the tables once again but the whole game gets screwed up by our godly setter who goes totally steamed and I seriously have no idea what's in this mind in that match. After like the 10th point, he goes totally blank minded and starts making undesirable mistakes again and again, setting balls into the net, careless drop balls, reponses extremely slowly, possess very slow reflexes, and ends up screwing more than 15 lost points. Gracias, really. So well, the match ended with the very fucked up me, causing uproar in our team in between me and this ban hin, who goes insulting me right after I left the court. I really felt like giving him a real tight roundhouse flying kick at that moment, why don't he just go in and play himself since he's so good. But things went well after that day, anyways. Oh 1 more thing, there's some point in the match where I made a 2 metre dive to save a ball badly hit by qi xuan, ended up saving the ball in sacrifice of my back. =( it was the main reason of my bad temper and affected my gameplay. Man that dive was so freaking cool if you had seen me do it! - except it hurts my back.

So the following day, 30th April, it has been decided that we'll stay as 2nd place in group and PFS knocked out. And oh fuck it, we were expected to play the 8am opening match with hometeam Hamid Khan, from my point of view, we could've won if we didn't do all the silly mistakes which kept on repeating, especially the setter. Our score was on par with Hamid Khan since the beginning, each side gaining few points and vice versa. And ALWAYS, in the middle of the match, everyone starts to make mistakes and starts losing points by A LOT, screws up the game, and gg, we lost. Honestly, Hamid Khan isn't that strong either. IF, we could've prevented mistakes, IF. Afterall, it was pretty well-played match and ended with a disappointing result. I'm going for the setter position next year after I've perfected my setting skills. WALAO!

P/S: There was this very weird phenomenal thing that happened LOL. Noticed that EVERY match we played, BEFORE we start it's bound to rain, even for ALL 3 matches! I guess this is why people say "风云人物" LOL. Ok maybe it's just too 巧合.

PP/S: If we had won MARA and PFS, would've been facing some lousier malay school and gotten into the semis, god damn it! ARGH!

PPP/S: On wednesday there was this girl from Hamid Khan who asked a boy to get my number for her, I was like, OMG? I actually praised the girl for having good ears for hearing qi xuan saying her friend's fat, and I get this kind of respond. Hmm I must be too attractive. =P
So I gave this guy my number, and until thursday night, halfway through my tuition this girl sms-ed me and asked to be my friend. But sadly I chose to ignore her, and ends the story here. LOL, I wonder how she feels. =(

PPPP/S: On thurs I sort of "escorted" Madeline to Hamid Khan on bike, it was time worth it for helping an old friend. =P oh don't get the wrong idea LOL. Besides I loved the hill road beside her house lane, it was around 600m cycle uphill, it was rather tiring but oh, when you get to the top junction and sped right down, it was some fucking awesome fun LOL! Ok perhaps I've been doing it too many times till I was inquired by Madeline of wth i'm doing around there. =(

PPPPP/S: This should be the last one I think LOL. I feel proud when I'm taller than almost all of my Primary friends, err considering female side only. =x well that is when you can't compare with the boys who're almost 60% of them are taller than you right? T_T

Adios Amigos.

The new age - the Sperm age.

War machines created from the concept of sperms.

Based on their functions, specialties and such.

This top secret technology is still under research and development by Mr. Toon!

:D

I'm such a failure.

I don't believe this. Most of the people I expected last to have girlfriends actually had one, or in progress.

God, why am I so phail? I dare say I have very good criteria, why!

The ones I love, unfortunately are not within my grasp.

Sigh, I guess when the time comes...

Yeah, this economic Crysis brought a lot of Bioshock to Americans that didn't see it coming, but who knows when we'll see the total Fallout from this event. Some say that it's a Far Cry from the Great Depression while others are expressing great F.E.A.R. at the prospect. Despite what anyone thinks, we must answer our Call of Duty to right these economic woes in our civic power of the vote. We can be the lone voice in a World in Conflict. Command and Conquer those who are corrupt amongst our politicians, for in the future is most certainly their Day of Defeat. They are the ones that can be Left 4 Dead. It's almost Unreal the way this country is going. We are experiencing the change needed to EndWar.

Flawless pwn!

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". Neil Gaiman

"True understanding is deeper in meaning than mere words, and is important for its result, not petty rhetoric. Those who can verbalize their happiness have little happiness to speak of. My love has grown so much that I can't tell even half of it in words". Unknown (paraphrasing William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet)

"An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by reception." Harold Loukes

"Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone-but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding". Bette Davis (1908-89), U.S. screen actor. The Lonely Life, ch. 19 (1962).

And Einstein's quote-a-day;
It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tomorrow's camp! As I'm not black enough! =(

Kinda miss Cabal, toooooopid school holidays like never "holiday-ed" before!

I've suddenly taken up parkour, as though I don't have enough broken bones! Anyway it's fun chiu know! Especially when you slipped and bang headlong into the wall <3

Pretty fucked up I must say, I went over to B troop to help BCK, and my own troop can't even erect the project. =/

This the half-done monkey bridge, lol

Nub qi xuan doesn't believe that I have a blog!

emo emo emo emo T______T

The most awesome, fascinating, amazing, tantalizing, game I've ever played. Period.

Tomorrow's pioneering project day. lol